Wednesday, March 18, 2009

'I'

‘I’—am the witness.Witness of countless creatures passing by….
By the hazel spread of this sun,’I’ exist.
Perpetual! In this perpetual light…
My broad,sturdy branches---complement my being.
I look up to the sky and it resounds—sky is your limit!
Every shred of my structure—a life giver.
Passing days—they are calm and I like spending time with them,
I can see---“see through” things.
I laugh…
Under the same sturdy branches,I witness virtually all gamuts of emotions---Broken hearts,meeting hearts,success’,failures,vows,maturing thoughts.
All blossoming and withering right under me. I smirk at it,I laugh and then suddenly I am drawn towards myself—and I am happy again!
Myriads of “colours” pass by me without even noticing me ;except a ‘few’…
And to those ‘few’ I know ,I give courage…
Courage—to face a lifetime.
Those ‘few’ who stop by to notice me are my epitomes.My alter egos….
I smile again,looking at them;those eyes,those beautiful ,pristine eyes watching me and they give me---sheer pleasure.
Pleasure of watching them.The same pleasure which they derive ,watching me…
We don’t talk but we understand a lot.
A reverence we pay to each other…..
I look back at myself and here again I am reaffirmed that Life holds new opportunities in the form of those ‘few’ and that Life goes on and that Life sees ‘Colours’,”Colours” don’t see life..
‘I’--- am the world, ‘I’-am life,’I’-am complete.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

MIND...

Nothing is complete or incomplete,nothing is sorrow or happiness ,all just scenes of the bigger drama,the ultimate version of a single big thing called MIND.
All grows here,dies here.The ultimate messiah of everything --- MIND.
Reception,transmission,perceptions,omission all taking place inside this bizarre labyrinth.
Rugged,patchy,hot,throbbing yet angular,continuous,calm and soothing,an irony of ironies,mother of exceptions and genesis of creations---MIND
Attitudes,personalities,importance,attachments apparently extrinsic,but born inside this categorically intrinsic complexity.
An ‘invisibility’ making ‘visibility’ possible.All begins and ends right here.
Rest just a matter of perception….
Every complexity,no matter how gigantic,just a pawn in the hands of this unrivalled KING!!!
Within a flicker of a second,worlds change,lives become lifetime and time comes to a halt.
The razor edge of this SAMURAI’s sword has it all….MIND.
Mind and mind games and and without its rules----life a lifeless vegetation in the realm…

Thursday, December 25, 2008

UNPLUGGED!!

Things don’t change.They are steady.You want them to change,but they don’t.As if stuck in a time warp.But your sanguity does’nt allow you to give up,"waiting”.You wait and wait,with every ounce of persevearance in use,but they don’t,things don’t change! Same eerie ,insidious steadiness…..You shudder,shrug and at last realize it was ‘initiative’, ‘action’ that was lacking.Yes! and that ‘You’,‘You’ have to take it.‘You ’ have to step up to the plate and make things happen because things are things- inanimate…and they won’t change all by themselves for that very reason!You have to give them that midas touch……..
But is this limited just to things? No!Another biological entity possesses this trait—‘humans’ or ‘people’.
They also don’t change sometimes.(Whether for good or for bad,is entirely different question altogether!) Now,here I am talking about the intellectual changes that may take place inside a human brain.But that blasé steadiness is observed here also and in bulk,be it in maturity or intellectual growth.Full Stop.It comes so easy and so early yet stays forever.You find full stops of all hues and sizes spread around:animate,inanimate,black,white.So risible yet so common.Cult of boredom,with no difference between today and tomorrow,past and future.Their life reduced to inanimate animation.Pause button of a player ,as if forever pressed.Their ‘stepping plate’ either missing or not present at all ..!!

You can shudder right here,this time,to remind yourself that this ought not be your story,that there is a wall separating you from the cult of boredom and that beyond that life is so beautiful!A journey extended to infinity,full of adventures and challenges and to find yourself in that train itself can make everything else so secandory!
So shrug so that you don't transform into ‘appalling wax works’ standing on ‘dead ends’…

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Attraction

"Attraction"is an out of the world experience.
It is a kind of 'daze'.A 'stupor' --hundered
times stronger than any 'junkie' would
ever experience.It keeps flowing internally.
Just as a 'junkie' enjoys assimilating subtle 'puffs'
the same way attraction causes flow of a certain kind of a 'flux'
inside the body.You can enjoy it sitting silently at one corner of the room --
requiring nothing else and yet it will 'thrill' you.It is
stronger than the strongest sedative.
It is a 'phase' --a total 'state of mind'---
unique in itself and those who enjoy it,know it is
the biggest addiction in life--- yet worth experiencing !!
Those who are not into it,cannot understand what is
being said here,to connect to these lines one needs
to be in this phase first.These statement may tend to
shroud it with mysticism,but it is as true as daylight that at
some point of life,getting bitten by this bug
is necessary.It acts as a tranquilizer.No matter,whether
'temporary' or 'permanent',being in a relation is always good.
It never harms,in fact,at the end of the day makes you learn.So never prevent yourself from indulging into one.
No harm,as long as you know what you are doing and as long as you know the indulgences are not mindless.....

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

LOVE

‘LOVE’---four letters.
But mean a world to the world.
Said and felt by almost all: “Everything is a wilderness without LOVE in it.”
All seeking out that one special person in their life:Soulmate—they call it…
Ways of seeking are different:Some choose random methods to find it,some resort to the traditional methods of match making.But all seeking out the 'One'-their 'Soulmate"...
As a child breaks the shackles of dependency and starts discovering his individuality in the teenage, the concept of soulmate starts taking shape inside his mind, generating mixed reactions,as it's yet in the nascent stage, but as a teenager steps into adulthood the need for this ‘one thing’ gets enhanced suddenly.
It happens to everyone: Some give up after dreaming for sometime,unable to cope up with reality saying: “Utter wastage of time.Life has many other important things to do.” Some stick to it but compromise with lesser available alternatives ,thinking: “Everybody needs to adjust.Nothing is perfect.” Some still go ahead ,keep crossing on possibilities and seeking the one whom they have never seen ;but cannot stop thinking about.
Not a single day passes without waiting for that ‘One’-----“Their Soulmate ”.

With time the need for that ‘perfect’ one keeps growing and even more so,rather than dwindling down.
They bear pangs of emotional voids,feeling of letting out,melting somewhere and sometimes miss a shoulder to cry on or a hand to give them strength to move ahead, when life is all black.They try to compensate it with other possibilities: friends,relations etc. but satisfaction never comes.That need to seek somebody never goes away…
It keeps growing on and on and sometimes to the extent that it starts interfering with their career goals,mental ambitions.It feels as if nothing is possible without that ‘unknown soulmate’ around.As if walking even ‘an inch’ is impossible without it.They grope for it in their dreams,in their darker moments; longing to see it,feel it.Sometimes urgency becomes so overwhelming,that they start finding the soulmate in a mere 'possibility’.Even after knowing that it is not the one, they try to look at the 'possibility',superimposing their soulmate's image on it.But against the law of the nature,mere superimposition can never make a ‘possibility, ‘reality’.
So, in the process of realizing this, they again bear undeserved pains,due to that ‘treacherous’ superimposition. Some loose the battle here.Never go beyond this.
Some muster up strength, decide to risk it again and move ahead--In search of the “perfect one”.Days pass by and convert to years.They realize the cream of life was spent searching the ‘perfect’ one ,rather than getting spent with the ‘perfect’ one.
Still deciding not to compromise and not loosing hope they move ahead.By this time though,the need yet undwindled,has become bearable.The pangs of its absence go only to a certain level inside and stop.They don’t pain much now.
And when one day really bored of thinking “when will I meet him/her?” they try to divert their mind somewhere else, somebody knocks on the door…
And lo! turns out to be somebody better than expected!!
It enters inside and becomes part of you as if you had never lived alone..!!
LOVE is worth a wait..!
The longer the wait the better it is!
So all you believers in ‘a perfect soulmate’out there,never compromise and never settle for a ‘possibility’ when your ‘perfect mirror image’ is waiting for you somewhere; the same way you are waiting for it.It is just a matter of time that you meet each other.So start eyeing your doors ,may be you can hear that knock now!
Even if not ,it is better to keep the doors open rather than letting them melt under the impatience of your “need to belong.”
Just remember:
‘Reality’ never comes before ‘possibility’ as ‘possibility’ causes ‘reality’.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Being KEC……….

KEC is like a gorgeous nubile princess in the bosom of majestic Kumaon Hills.With lovely breeze blowing at its face and teasing its tresses,its breathtakingly awesome.Complete in itself.Its nights are heavenly and peaceful,taking you to yet unexplored,untouched contours of imagination.
Mankind’s biggest and ageless marvel engineering came to bless it with the intention of giving it a Midas Touch.It had infinite dreams of carving out a man –made heaven and putting the princess in the robe of a Queen.It refurbished its elegance and saw the princess turn into a Queen.
People who came to see the Queen,experienced the divinity of the its night and became mesmerized,deciding never to leave the place.But as night got over and dawn came,it ended quickly without lasting long and suddenly broke a grim,stark noon.With the advent of the noon were uncovered some of the dark truths,till now shrouded by the grandeur of the night,also was revealed the morguish jinx haunting the place and invisible during the night.The ugly faces,the ‘Jinx’ themselves : dark-like the dead of the night,who ate away the beautiful noons leaving behind the half eaten corpse, were apparent during the day.
And now,the Queen already robbed off her diamond studded thorn ,lies vulnerable : waiting to see helplessly ,her night gown ripped apart,next and night,her only respite,be snatched away too.
Sometimes a whiff of fresh air blows away a little sand away from the ‘desert like’ noon but then suddenly the whiff itself becomes ‘alloyed’ with that sand and dies or turns out to be mirage giving the delusion of an oasis.
And the story continues,people come mesmerized ,people go away disillusioned,with empty faces,vowing never to come back and the jinx continues to haunt the place.The Queen who once saw a gigantic dream with engineering is now witnessing herself,being ripped off its grandeur,slowly,time and again,by the brutal assaults of the ‘CANCERS’ of the same specie whose ‘GODLY HEROES’ once blessed it with the Marvels of Engineering-HUMANS..

Classroom scribblings.......

So feeling good today right?
Hard work does’nt always go unnoticed…
Sometimes we just blow things out of proportion………
Look at Urself…..U r in a pretty sound position today…….
It happens……
And that is why it is said never loose hope and just keep doing things…..
Doors open up only for those who dare to challenge……..
And remember if U never fall down in life U never learn anything………
Remember,every failure of ours makes us learn new things and makes us stronger…..
So never curse them……….
Keep this thing in mind that failures come our way to test our strength……..
If there are no failures then there is nothing to achieve and the life becomes very boring……….
So always take them in the right spirit…..
And believe me if U really start enjoying the tough times U become unbeatable…………..
Heroes are never people who r extraordinary but they just do things in an extraordinary way…..
Everytime U r able to defeat a challenge in life U become a hero………
Never forget to appreciate urself for that and thank urself for that……..
Those are the moments we really deserve a pat in the back from no one but our own self……..
Do it………….
It may seem nothing but it boosts our confidence to double thre previous level…………..
Sometimes things should just be done without thinking about them……
Thinking beyond a extent becomes dangerous for our own self……….
So whenever U fail to understand why something ids happening just stop thinking about it…….
And wait for few days…..
U come up with a solution………….
It is just one life that we get so always enjoy it to the fullest…
It is easy to buckle up under pressure everybody does tha,t what is difficult is facing it on the face and taking as a challenge ,without letting it overcome us……….
The most difficult thing in life is staying happy always………
Today whatever is ur state of mind try to maintain it even in the toughest of times and then u will find nothing is impossible to U……….